I have to juggle between this two subjects during the past two days.... and i have been studying so much such that i felt as if i am back to my JC days in which i really hate it... :(
I thought University life is supposed to be enjoyable but it turns out it isn't enjoyable at all... its actually getting worst than JC life.. People here study sooooo much.. they study till 3 am everyday!!! can you belief it.. i'm gonna die if i do that everyday man :(
The people study so much so that they are giving so much stress! It feels like you're gonna lose out if you just relax... :( oh god... y cant everyone just relax!!!
and i actually plan to come to canada cause i felt that spore is way to stressful for me but looking at the situation i am in now it may seems that my thinking was wrong.
I just came back from my econs test.. feeling super depressed cause i lost 10 marks!! its over a 100.... i know you guys will say its ok what.. ya its ok provided i can get the rest of the 90% correct but in actual fact i cant guarantee that i can get all of them correct :( and plus the fact that i am a first year student taking second year econs... how to compete with the second years? :(
I had my french oral test.. omg i studied so hard so much so that i almost was speaking french in my dreams! but unfortunately i couldn't understand what the french prof was saying during dictation!!!
omg today is just so depressing.. my first two test for university turns out to be so bad :(
how am i gonna survive ?
wahaha sorry for complaining so much but i felt so much better after doing so haha
well, one good thing for the week is that i got into a commerce marketing association committee ! was so happy cause they chose only 5 ppl out of 15 ppl interviewed . oh well i'm glad i joined a useful club for my first year :)
I went for my first part time shift last thursday at GAP hmm it was rather boring cause we had to pack the stocks so nothing special.... but ever since then nobody called me back for work! omg did i do something wrong? haha well i was thinking maybe its due to the fact that the canada economy is bad so GAP need to cut labour costs! wahaha.. but i guess i will go pester the manger for more shifts after my test period :)
omg i really cant wait for my test period to be over!!! which is gonna be next week .... Halloween !!! yeah its gonna be my first time celebrating Halloween so i hope its gonna be so much fun!!! and next week i'm gonna turn 19!!! legal age! (here :P) haha cant wait!!!! I didnt manage my celebrate my 18th birthday so i really hope this birthday will be a good one :D
anyway i just hope everyone out there is going well!! jia you !!! jia you!!! :D
love,
tiffy
