I know its been a rather hard period for you... I know
We have been together for 4 yrs and all of a sudden we are being separated physically....
I know how u feel.. i feel the same too.... lost... is the feeling
The feeling of not being able to have you physically by my side is unbearable... knowing that no matter how much i wanna see you... i just cant see you....
We have been dependent on each other for 4 yrs and now we are being forced to learn to be independent....
I just really wanna say I am sorry.... I never expect the separation will be so hard for the both of us... its really harder and tougher than what we really have expected....
In the past, we never took our calls that importantly cause we knew somehow no matter what we can still reach each other easily...
but now... we cherish every single phone call we have together cause we know if we miss one... we never know when the other party is gonna call back....
I feel guilty that you have to always stay awake late at night waiting for my phone call.... I am really sorry...
knowing that sometimes when you are face with problems , I am not there with you.. I just feel useless....
Although I cant be by your side physically.... I hope you will still share your problems with me.. pls don keep it to yourself... you will just make me feel even more terrible
just like how you wanna know everything about you and what is going on around me.... I wanna know everything about you....
I still wanna go thru every single stage of our life with you
I just hope that this period is gonna pass fast and I really hope that both of us can face this period bravely together
I believe we can....
loves misses kisses,
tiffy